My country!! Happy haitian flag day!

Pre workout. ..lol psyching myself up

After insanity. Day 4. Oreo im da background. ..he alwayz gets bored when I workout. Lol. Lays right down where im working out at.

kendrick lamar “she needs me”

she handle her business. 

I’m not perfect. 

I sat there thinking on the couch today and realized im not where i want to be.

I’ve been out of school for maybe 3weeks now and not working as much is causing me to doubt my abilities and most of all feel lazy and guilty that im not at work while everybody else is! i hate the feeling. But then i remember when i had three jobs and school. lol. life is funny. And i just got another job offer this week from an interview i did three months ago. So i’m surrreee i’ll have plenty of late nights and running around again.  i longer want to live my life according to other’s standards. Viewing how they see me. Only I know me. Where i started. I deserve this time. I decided to use it wisely but still enjoy it.

it’s ok to take it slow. 

workout more. gym. meditate. cook. healthy. study pharmacology to keep up and ready.

So today turned out to be a cheat day. 

lol

oh well

made some banging ass jerk chicken for a friend and then my bro wanted to learn how to make lasagna…so made that yesterday. so today i had yummmmy jerk chicken and lasagna….delicious. 

but because i;ve worked out all this week with insanity and some extra’s  like gym sessions and climbing ksaw mountain, im chillin…no stress

insanity day1

coherced da lil bro do tag along.

fun…not really but good work

Freaking gorge….women power, i proclaim!!!! Lol

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#shade

Stunting like I own the place. Lol ;)

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